Also like the poem 'The Power of Love', really good.
There was so much that happened during this year. I would have to say more bad than good, but i overcame all the bad and have came out on top. Well i guess since i did it a year ago today, i guess ill do another recap of my year in 2005.....
well From January till April I was with Donald.I was So happy with him. I havent told many people this, in fact, i think ive only told 1 or 2, but Donald is the only ex that i think i have trully deep down really missed. The other ones i got over pretty quick, but donald was just....dang...so hard to get over. I hid my feelings from everyone on him. Even all the guys I talked to or whatever, even robby, i never really told them or anyone else how i really felt about donald. Deep down, somewhere in my heart, ive always thought i would get back with Donald. Who knows? it may happen....*hopes*
Well, This year I had my first prom, and i went with none other than Donald of course. Wow, i had so much fun. Heres a pic of us from prom. that was a great night. i do believe that had to be the highlight of my year. It was great cus we went to afterprom and everything and went lasertaging and bowling and then went to i hop. it was so awesome. wow.

So a few weeks after prom, the worst part of my year happened. Me and Donald broke up. It was awful. I was so miserable. I avoided him till the end of the year. i just couldnt face him.
Summer came. Thank God. That saturday me and ferret went and applied at Food Giant. Monday came, and i got a call from the manager for an interview on wednesday and i got hired wednesday night, and started work on thursday. I spent all summer in HArrisburg practicly spending all my time with Robby. That was an interesting part of my summer. 2 wees after i got the job me and robby started dating for a lil while then finally started going out. He made me feel a lot better after the whole donald break up. Robby was real good to me. The break up was a joke, but the whole time we were together i was incrediblay happy. i felt like i was really worth something with him. But as time grew on, we grew farther apart. Idk, it was a complicated time. We broke up a day after our 3 month anniversary. I was of course miserable, but i got over it pretty quick. I woulda got over it quicker if the relationship wouldnt have moved so fast. We said a lot of things to each other that shouldnt have been said until a good few months or even years down th road like marriage and stuff. Yeah we just went too fast. Now we are good friends and if he ever needed anything id be there for him. I would hope he would do the same in return. He's got a great girlfriend now who i really think is cool. She is so sweet and i have a blast working with her.
I went to Louisville for FCCLA this year. I got on the basketball team(o yeah numba 23!!), I got my wisdom teeth cut out, my mom graduated college finally!, i got some great new friends from harrisburg, i ve gotten real close with a few people from over there, i got my senior pictures done, and so much more. I also turned 17.
I not only have grown physically, but spiritually and mentally too. I have been more accepting to other people faults and my own. My preacher said sumthin earlier in church and its made me really think about what im going to do this year. He said that I have to forget about yesterday and live for today and strive for tomorrows success. I dont want to remember all the bad stuff from the previous year. I made a lot of mistakes. And i think i have finally moved on from a lot of things. I am friends with all of my "used to be" enemies and have grown to love and care for everyone. even though that backfires on me alot. but i would rather love everyone and have it backfire on me, then not love someone and be labled a stuck up.
This year is my year, and i can feel it. Im gonna have a great time spending the last year with all my friends. Im graduating high school this year, which means ill be leaving a lot of friends i love with all my heart. Ive always heard once u graduate u lose touch with almost all ur friends. I hope its not too true.
2006 is my year.....I really can feel it. I know i will have a great time this year. I have so many friends who will be right there by me the whole way. A few of them i hope, will eventually grow to be more accepting of my faults and mistakes.
Ok well im out. there was my post for the look back on my time in 2005. 2005 was an ok year. more downs than ups, but the good thing about those downs, is that i always came up from em.
goodnight,
Peace Up-and cheers lookin back on 2005, and cheers for an awesome upcoming year in 2006!!!!
Samantha